Should we wait or should we take the chance??

Here is the issue for all those who are reading. I can either stay here in Oklahoma after I see my baby or I can stay there with her and the little one.
I may have enough to survive for a month till baby gets her money since I could get a job being a pizza delivery boy or I could sell unneeded body parts.
Yes these are random thoughts and yes they make no sense.. They are not interned to make sense they are my thoughts and if you don't understand them not my problem.
I want to stay there with them, I just do not see how I can do it safely. I have to think about someone else, someone who is much more important than me by a long shot.. Can we provide for her as well as ourselves till I get two paychecks under my belt.. Well may be one but you all get the point.
Should I stay or should I go that is the question of the ages. I am leaning toward staying there with her and making a life now and not waiting till 3 to 6 months from now.

She is the right person and the right time. Should we wait to be together, should we take the chance and see if we can make it work. Or should we wait????