Sunday, June 17, 2012

The Power of Love

The Whispers in the morning 
Of lovers sleeping tight 
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look into your eyes 
I hold onto your body 
And feel every move you make 
Your voice is warm and tender
Love that I could not forsake 

Cause you are my lady and I am your man
When ever you reach for me 
I will do all that I can
Lost is how I'm feeling lying in your arms
When the world outside's too much to take 
That all ends when I'm with you 
Even though there may be times 
It seems I'm far away 
Never wonder where I am 
cause I am always by your side
We're heading for something I've never been
Sometime I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the Power of Love 
The sound of your heart beating 
Made it clear 
Suddenly the feeling I can't go on
Is light years away

Friday, June 15, 2012


I just always thought Cupid was a little baby who could not hit the broad side of my with a Hellfire Missile. It turns out Cupid is a female with a bad ass sword that explains alot.

 

Should we wait or should we take the chance??

Here is the issue for all those who are reading. I can either stay here in Oklahoma after I see my baby or I can stay there with her and the little one.
I may have enough to survive for a month till baby gets her money since I could get a job being a pizza delivery boy or I could sell unneeded body parts.
Yes these are random thoughts and yes they make no sense.. They are not interned to make sense they are my thoughts and if you don't understand them not my problem.
I want to stay there with them, I just do not see how I can do it safely. I have to think about someone else, someone who is much more important than me by a long shot.. Can we provide for her as well as ourselves till I get two paychecks under my belt.. Well may be one but you all get the point.
Should I stay or should I go that is the question of the ages. I am leaning toward staying there with her and making a life now and not waiting till 3 to 6 months from now.
She is the right person and the right time. Should we wait to be together, should we take the chance and see if we can make it work. Or should we wait????

Saturday, June 9, 2012





I have found that special person in my life again. She has shown me that there as somethings in this life worth fighting for. I will, repeat I will, be with her no matter what it takes. If people do not like that so be it I do not care.





For far to long people have underestimated me, thinking I am stupid because that is the disguise I wore for far to long. As of now that is gone. I will never ever again play stupid. If you don't like this than FUCK OFF I don't need you in my life anymore... 



My hope is that I keep all my friends but I know I will lose some. If I do so be it.
That is all